I’m struggling emotionally a bit more than I thought with the loss of my Grandmother.  She has been sick for some time, and I know she is in such a better place, but I’m struggling with how to say “goodbye”. 

We’ve decided it’s just not the best idea for me to travel by plane to Illinois to the funeral being 33 weeks pregnant now.  I wear out pretty easily.  Plus traveling with a 2 year old can be complicated and exhausting itself. 

I’m missing hugs from family and the comfort that they provide.

So, what do I do?